I thought there would be more to us. That’s why I’ve been holding on deep down and believing in hope.
But I’m starting to realise maybe you weren’t what I thought you were. And that you’re not going to be who you want to be anytime soon. You might just be a lesson for me and that’s all.
When I start to think this, that’s when the numbness starts going away and I get scared. Because I don’t want this to be just a sad story for my life that ended with my heart getting hurt. I really thought we’d be more than that.
I just don’t understand. And I wish I could. I wish I could know how this was all meant to end. Because I don’t want to get hurt, and you don’t want to hurt me.
And that’s why we’ve both run away.
It’s just over before it began.